Should Be Happy, But Why Not?

Tuesday 29 March 2011 9:45PM

It is wonderful day, isn't it? Many good news come to me and I should be happy. First news is my honey's news related to her future job. The news seems positive and I feel content for her. She will be able to work and cut down some stresses that she encounters recently. Second news is related to my customs job, even it is not clear, but I think it should start so soon. Two good news at the same time, but why I feel blank at the moment and I feel not happy from inside. Why why why?

Ask who? Who can know even if I myself have no idea about this kind of feeling. Perhaps it is related to my study CPA, Master, and part time job Teaching at NUM? They have more or less to do this feeling I guess. What if I am assigned to work soon before the semester finished? How could i manage to teach to study and to finish those tasks? I used to write I decided wrong twice, the first I chose to teach one class while I wait for the news from workplace, but no news, and now second decision I took three class, then the news seems to come earlier before semester ends. How many decision I will make wrong in future?

Let keep it in mind cos it is ur problem and ur choice... no one can help u besides u urself. You need to deal with it by urself, and find the way out on ur own.

:(

14 March 2010 - 14 March 2011 in Picture

At titanic, looking into her eyes with a smile from my heart
mixed with the noise of my stomach movement due to hungry hahahaha


She was so shy when I looked into her eyes and turned to
other direction to avoid my charming eyes lolzzzzzzzzzzzz



She hold my hand so tightly that I cannot run away from
her... She loves me THAT MUCH !!!! :)


A night background is very nice ... Love that moment



In this world, there are only you and me :))))))))